FINALLY!!!!

This will be a long post because I've been storing up some posts for over a week now, because we were trying to keep a secret. But now....I can post them all! Yay! Here goes...


Tuesday, September 9th, 2008
So....last night I took a test that I thought had negative results, later though, they looked positive. I took another one this afternoon and....

POSITIVE!!!!!!!!

And then I cried. I didn't expect to be that sort. I should have known though, as all over the place I am emotionally these days.


Thursday, September 18th, 2008
We've gotten the official test results from the doctor that confirms that all those sticks I peed on were correct. YAY! Since then, we've told some friends because I'm pretty sure we'd explode if we didn't tell anyone until we got the chance to tell our parents.

On Saturday, we went to FMCT to see Little Shop of Horrors ~ Maggie was the assistant director, her brother Ivan played the lead, and Jason was in the pit band. Maggie is so excited about our news that she hugs me and then my stomach (Baby's first hug!! ...and then Josh rolled his eyes).

Tomorrow, we go to Enderlin to tell my parents. I will be so glad when our parents know. I was relieved that when I called home that Tanner answered the phone so I didn't have to try and avoid telling my mom!

Saturday, we will tell Josh's parents. :) He's been having a hard time keeping it a secret. He's been avoiding phone calls as well. He told Shannon last weekend, but swore her to secrecy.

This weekend can't get here fast enough!


Saturday, September 20th, 2008

Well, everyone knows. I don't have that feeling that I may explode if I don't tell people anymore. I am so glad our parents know. We were afraid to tell too many people for fear that they'll tell someone and our parents would hear it from someone besides us. How bad would that suck?

I told Josh that I wouldnt believe it was all real until 2 tests said so. Even after that it was still surreal. Getting "official" results from the doctors office helped. As news spreads, it becomes more and more real.

And I get more anxious. I need to pray for some patience! ;)