So I obsess a little about things

First off, prenatal vitamins are amazing for my fingernails. Yay for that!

Like any other thing I obsess about, I read at least one baby/parenting/that sort of article per day. We're not even pregnant (and don't anticipate beinig so until August or September) and I'm paying attention to names, deciding what I do and don't like. Josh says that he gets to name our first son and I get to name the first daughter. He has his name picked out (pretty impressive). He says that the way things are going on my end, a baby girl will be born and we won't have a name for her until a week later. Great....another thing to worry about.

While I'm on the subject of things that I worry about, here's one: a medical emergency during/before/after labor. I've honestly thought about writing a sort of living will, or whatever it's called, and having it notorized. I just want to make sure that if something happens, Josh and our families at least know what my wishes are. It's not that I think they won't know, I just want to make sure my bases are covered, I guess. I've had conversations with some family before about similiar stuff and our opinions differ greatly. Imagine that!

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Today is the first day in 7 years that I don't have to think about taking a birth control pill. Today is the first day of our attempt to have a baby.

I am anxious, excited, scared, worried. I am ready.

Holy crap, we're finally really doing this.